On last three years ago, I heard the news from someone that we had a promise to each others that ‘He will back to take care of me and he asked me give up that time’, but at the end he cannot keep the words as he said to me. I give up him. On that time I was very sad, since he does not told me frankly and I cannot to show my sadness to another one because I realized about the concernedness of everyone. I spent time for a week until I have the strength enough to open his card. I tried to ask a nurse’s god mom to keep it, but she didn’t not allow me to doing it. On his wedding day I send a card for congratulations to him and his bride, I didn’t angry on him because I know that everyone have a chance to select the best thing for life. I fallen in the sadness around three months until I send the letter to someone (that eventually he is an important person for me) I told him about a schedule of my graduation day. I just asked him that I would have a chance to take a photo with him or not? And I want to tell him about the schedule only. But he raised this topic to talked with my witch mom that “He will be away during that date. He said he does not want to disappoint me and hurt my feeling, because you already asked him to attend the day”
When I heard his word I realized that this is a kind of the person who don’t want make me get hurt, and if someone had a concern to me just a little, he won’t be doing to me like this. Sometimes just a few words can make me clever more than the past. I’m really appreciate on him, I stopped to cry and think of the man who’s make me get hurt. He saved me from the sadness. Since that time, I promised with myself that what can I do for him I will do. But he never gave the answer to me that he will staying on my graduation day or not? Until December we had a chance going to lunch together I asked him and another one about it again and he told me that he will staying to take a photo with me. I cannot explain about my feeling on that time, I know only I’m very happy. I don’t know when he become an important person in my life, it’s may because the incident after that day. I will talk about the situation continue on the next post. That you will know that, why I love him?
When I heard his word I realized that this is a kind of the person who don’t want make me get hurt, and if someone had a concern to me just a little, he won’t be doing to me like this. Sometimes just a few words can make me clever more than the past. I’m really appreciate on him, I stopped to cry and think of the man who’s make me get hurt. He saved me from the sadness. Since that time, I promised with myself that what can I do for him I will do. But he never gave the answer to me that he will staying on my graduation day or not? Until December we had a chance going to lunch together I asked him and another one about it again and he told me that he will staying to take a photo with me. I cannot explain about my feeling on that time, I know only I’m very happy. I don’t know when he become an important person in my life, it’s may because the incident after that day. I will talk about the situation continue on the next post. That you will know that, why I love him?
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