Stand by me

‘Nothing impossible, nothing unreachable. When I am weary, you make me stronger. This love is beautiful so unforgettable, I feel no winter cold when where together……’

This song is one of meme songs that I love and can make me dropping of tears every time when I heard. First, I like this song because it is very good meaning. Then I gave this song to someone before we’re apart especially when the song came to the section…

‘This love won't fade away, and through the hardest day. I’ll never question us, you are the reason, my only reason…’

I love this section because… it's like some poem that I gave to him also and I thought, I can be like the song even I almost withdraw that words for a many times. Until now, I am aware that I CANNOT withdraw the word. Sounds like I am very silly when I am still belong to someone who never don’t care me at all. But for me, love is give but not take… I just hope to see him happy all the time and hear some news from him as long as he can let me know.

‘With you I know I belong, when the story gets told…’

The straw that broke the donkey's back

Once upon a time, there were two merchants who had a donkey. They needed to transport some goods to a nearby town. The first thing they loaded onto the donkey was a bale of straw.

"Ah, my friend," said one merchant to the other, "we have all these things to sell, and it is so far away, and look at this donkey, it is strong, it can certainly carry more."

The other merchant, who never spoke, nodded, and proceeded to load a collection of vases and bowls onto the donkey's back.

"My friend," said the first merchant, "I still think the donkey can surely hold more than this!"

The other merchant nodded, and loaded the vases and bowls with some of the grain they were going to sell as well.

For an hour, this continued; the first merchant would notice that the donkey was strong, and could surely hold something more, and the second one would burden the beast with yet another item. Eventually, the donkey was shaking under the load, but all of their goods were loaded on top.

The first merchant then noticed that when they had first loaded the bale of straw, however, one single piece had fallen out. "No sense in wasting even a single piece of straw. Friend, pick that up."

For the first time in ages, the second merchant spoke. "But the donkey - it is quaking under the load. It will surely collapse if we load it up with anything more!"

Bewildered more by his associator's rebellion than by the fact he had spoken up, the first merchant frowned, and picked up the piece of straw on his own, and placed it on top of the load.

"And it was the last straw which broke the donkey's back"

For a few years ago, I read this fable and I don't understand the felling of the donkey. I ever tries to find the answer about this question that why the last straw can broke the donkey's back? but I never found it. Until now, I get all of the answers of that question and I am so happy when the donkey broke the back because from now the donkey is no longer to carry anything. Thank you to someone who put the last straw on the back....

Thesis and Hang out

Last Thursday, I went to meet the thesis’s advisor with Baby and Rin. The advisor set up an appointment for us one hour for one person. I think my thesis is very progressing until the advisor told me that I would finish a master degree within this year. But I have edit the thesis and go to library on next weekend for some information in my thesis as the comment of the advisor. In this time we can’t get lazy because the advisor gave a timeline to meet her again on 15th September.

Also that day was a first day that both Baby and I met after I had been crazy with diplomatic exam and she must take care of her boyfriend who came to visited Thailand for the three weeks. I decided to taking leave all day and asked Baby to help me select a gift for the Wedding of Khun Marry’s daughter on this Sunday. At once we meet Baby gave a birthday gift to me, well it’s very luxury as her. Thank you so much friend, I LOVE it. Rin didn’t joint with us because she has a lot of works, but she said to me like she wants to joint with us even I didn’t invite her.

After we met the advisor, we went to Central world Plaza (our favorite place) then we went to dinner to each others after that we went to select a gift. We walked almost around the Department store until get the gift so we was very tired and very fun as everytime we’ve met.

Omelet....

This noon, I went to lunch with Step mom and Khun Marry at "Teddy Bear" restaurant because I told Step mom I wanna eat OMELET so much after I missed this chance when I got sick because of the thesis. Also, I have come and see her in sometimes as we are Step mom and Step daugther. If I didn’t come and see her that will makes she feeling hurt. And the reason that I select to eat the omelet because it is my favorite food since I was very young(in a Thai recipe) and omelet is only one food that I can eat it finish when both Step mom and I going out to lunch. So it makes my Step mom ‘very appreciate’ a until she told me about it that she willing to treat a meal to me as long as I can eat it finish like this. Then she was very surprised with me because I am the most selective to eat will like a simple food like this. I saw she was very proud when she saw me eat the omelet. But I think this time they put the cheese and ham too less. Sometimes, I may make it by myself in this weekend (If I don't get lazy)

"You look fatter than" the meme words of the doctors....

This morning, I went to see the doctor as a plan. Suddenly when she saw my face she asked me that "Do you fatter than the last time we've met?" I was very pain when I heard the words like this because it's TRUE....

When I heard this words, it make me wonder that this is a meme words of the doctors or not? because I EVER close with the doctor and everytime we've met. He always asked me like this and when I have the weight more (even one Kilo) he can saw abut it suddenly. On that time, he stuffed the idea to me that I was very fat until I tried every way to reduce weight....(for him) my doctor's friend also, he ALWAY complain to his girlfriend like this. Therefor I have the questions why doctor like very thin girl? until now I didn't close to him again. And another doctor who are the woman asked me like this again. So I supposed that it is the meme words of doctor or not. However, I must SHUT UP and try to reduce the weight as the past. This time I DID NOT do it for anyone, but this time I do it for my cloths.....

Alone in Love

By Stan Rice

I sit on the edge of the swimming pool. A leaf

In the skeletal stage floats by. Then the caw of a crow.

That could break a bone.

I am loved but feel alone.

I look for something above. An amputee

Has climbed the rose-of-montana vine. No.

The tulip tree has been brutally pruned.

Oh. When I was young

I thought the branch had spoken

When I broke it over my knee and saw in it my own insides

All wet and golden.

But now these fragments are like frozen Vivaldi

Thrown down on the floor and shattered. I slide into the pool,

So cold I shiver. A dead wasp floats by,

Its head on a piece of leaf, its shadow on the pool bottom

Rimmed in silver.

I'm so alone and yet I'm loved.

And all the atoms nod in agreement,

And praise me softly like applauding gloves.

Prudence

Little while ago, I get a new notebook and I give a name of it that "Prudence" I call it Prudence it was because of Prudence using Vista for operating system. So Prudence is very excite and careful to do everything, she always needs a confirmation from me. And this morning Prudence made me almost crazy when last night I wrote an email at Prudence and copy a file to USB drive for send the email in this morning. But I can’t open the file cause it had a surname .docx so my computer at office don’t know about it, I can’t wait to send this email at home since it is very important for my life and it was very urgent. I have sent the file to my friend to convert the surname. Thank you the God when she can convert that file and resent to me. For this situation, I think I have spent time to learn about Prudence more than this. However, for Sukie I think she loves Prudence as her friends even she dislike the computer.

Endess Love

Time changes, People changes.

But there's only me won't change my mind.

I'm still belong to you.

Our Love resides in one place at two different times.

”The place is in our heart.”

Distance never hurt. If only heart secure.

No other wander around.

Only one dream can be found.

Meme words

I met this question from some blog that I guess it’s can explain about me now. Okay, let’s go…

1. Where is your mobile phone? Purse
2. Relationship? Unconstant (for him, isn’t me)
3. Your hair? Gather
4. Work? Not bad
5. Your sister(s)? younger
6. Your favourite thing? Book
7. Your dream last night? Mom
8. Your favourite drink? Juice
9. Your dream car? LEXUS
10. The room you're in? Foreign Ministry
11. Your shoes? High-heeled shoes
12. Your fears? Unconstant
13. What do you want to be in 10 years? Diplomatic officer
14. Who did you hang out with this weekend? Friends
15. What are you not good at? Painting
16. Muffin? Strawberry
17. Wish list item? Strength
18. Where you grew up? Nonthaburi
19. The last thing you did? Played with Sukie
20. What are you wearing? Pink
21. What are you not wearing? Yellow cloths
22. Your pet? Dog
23. Your computer? Notebook and PC
24. Your life? Not bad
25. Your mood? Blue
26. Missing? Heart
27. What are you thinking about? P’Mee
28. Your car? Nope
29. Your kitchen? Brown
30. Your summer? Rainy
31. Your favourite colour? White
32. Last time you laughed? Right now
33. Last time you cried? Yesterday
34. School? Stress(about my thesis)
35. Love? Not sure

Poem and I

'Good-by' written by Ralph Waldo Emerson is the one of my favorite poem of nine. Sometimes I think it is my poem when I know that I can going to everywhere by myself.

Good-by, proud world, I'm going home,
Thou'rt not my friend, and I'm not thine;
Long through thy weary crowds I roam;
A river-ark on the ocean brine,
Long I've been tossed like the driven foam,
But now, proud world, I'm going home.

Good-by to Flattery's fawning face,
To Grandeur, with his wise grimace,
To upstart Wealth's averted eye,
To supple Office low and high,
To crowded halls, to court, and street,
To frozen hearts, and hasting feet,
To those who go, and those who come,

Good-by, proud world, I'm going home.
I'm going to my own hearth-stone
Bosomed in yon green hills, alone,
A secret nook in a pleasant land,
Whose groves the frolic fairies planned;
Where arches green the livelong day
Echo the blackbird's roundelay,
And vulgar feet have never trod
A spot that is sacred to thought and God.

Oh, when I am safe in my sylvan home,
I tread on the pride of Greece and Rome;
And when I am stretched beneath the pines
Where the evening star so holy shines,
I laugh at the lore and the pride of man,
At the sophist schools, and the learned clan;
For what are they all in their high conceit,
When man in the bush with God may meet.