Scary Thesis

               If someone asking me now “What do you fear the most?" I guess I may tell them suddenly that "Thesis it is the thing that makes me fear and stressing the most" I call my thesis is "Scary thesis" because since I starting to do it heavily. I have edit and find out the reference like mad from every library as I can fingered out.. You know, I NEVER fall asleep (when that night without the sleeping pill) and I'm back to the migraine headache after I lost it for two years yet. Recently, I found that thesis makes me have be patient for the MAN and the things less than the past. I want staying with myself the most. I want to reconsider about life….
               Okay, please let me tell you about the reasons of it why thesis have the side effect with me very much like this. For me, this year become to the third year of master degree of nine. I think it’s very LATE when the course of Master degree have only two years, I angry myself when I can’t do it as I hope. And another reasons is that when I didn’t finish a Master Degree it’s like I destroy the hope of everyone who loves me (especially I can’t keep a promise to Mom as I gave to her in front of her coffin) And another reasons is I have a many dreams have to do after I finish Master Degree so when I haven’t yet finishing it that mean I can’t continue the dreams as I want.
               Anyway I think on the next Thursday I will send to the advisor to reproof it again, hopefully she would allow me exam the proposal on the next month.