Today I think I have Feeling better yet because I didn't angry or hate everyone (also myself) in this world. . . I shutted in and don't want to talk or meet anyone. And I this feeling belong to me for a many days…
I tries to avoid any sleeping pill before I go to bed as the most important person asked, but I set up an appointment with the psychiatrist on the next Wednesday. I just want someone who has a time to listen me talking about my problem and without any comments...and she's only one who has a kind to listen me.
I know well... this problem happened it was because of the conflict in my mine that I have it for a long times ago.... It's like sediment that settle down at the bottom in my mind. When something that has concern about it, I am always, be like mad. Somebody ever said "Life is dirty show must go on" I think this phrase is so TRUE. I have a dirty life, but I have go on to the best way. Hope tomorrow will make it better or give the strength to me more than this....
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