I will survive and VERY WELL!!!

“I don’t wanna talk about the thesis…How you make me throw up????”

Well, this situation happened on last week as I have been crazy with the thesis; I try to editing it finished within last Monday ‘cause I set up and appointment with friends that we will bring it up for send to the adviser on Wednesday. But at the end, everything didn’t go on as I hope since I’m very stress about it too much until I get sick. It was happened on Sunday while I’m editing it. I was throw up (so serious) so I have canceled the appointment with Stepmother on Monday, it so sad when I missed the chance to meet her and have a lunch with her (especially this lunch is OMELET that I love it so much) and I decided to suspended to editing it for a one week because every time when I thinking about it, suddenly I’m always feel want to vomit. I talked with Banana my best friend about it when we chatted to each others, I told her about my plan that I would burn my thesis suddenly when I finished a Master Degree, She told me that, on that time when she do the thesis, Banana also want to do like me. So she asked me that “if you would burn your thesis, please bring my thesis at my home to do it too” I admitted her asked and I guess the day that I burn it, I must be very happy….

And the worse in this week ‘IT’ (in fact she is mine step-sister who are very mean and try every way abuse to me like a story in a yarn) would come to my home for bring something for niece. (The son of my brother who’s only one that I bear to keep a connection too) who has a problem until he must moved to staying with his aunt. This woman ever predicted me on last six years ago that, I will never finish any degree and I cannot have a good future… But, I am opposite everything as she wants me to be and I will NEVER be like that. I’m always very stress when I heard anything about them and every time when I must seeing them. It was because of I can’t bear if I have listen them said anything that abuse my felling again!